(Bunny describes herself and a healing she recently gave and then gives a really well-presented demonstration of her ability to probe multiple people at a time. What does come out is she has matured since the healing and is a stronger person afterward.) 

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Russ: now quick question for you.

Bunny: uh-huh.

Russ: is your ability to probe and your ability to heal..........

Bunny: uh-huh.

Russ: the two used in conjunction has really become something of a…..

Bunny: well that’s what led me to my little problem….

Russ: right, I remember that.

Bunny: yeah with my dysfunction. 

Russ: uh-huh. 

Bunny: I had a circuitry problem in my head. What happened was I was working on a healing with two individuals that had a animosity towards each other and it was necessary to look at why they had an animosity, get to the root cause and then get them to work on the healing. Whilst working on the healing, it involved me interacting in a very defenseless ability where I experienced what they experienced both of them and what happened was that I basically rewrote the mental programming in my head and I got locked in the loop of one of the people who has a enjoyment of pain.

Laura: ohhh.

Skip: ouch.

Bunny: so I got in a negative……

Russ: feedback loop?

Bunny: yeah feedback loop in a way that was of a sexual orientation where pleasure and pain became interchangeable and started to corrupt each other that I needed more pleasure to get…..I needed more pain to get more pleasure and it got worse and worse and worse and then finally I went to what you would say is my dean and we sat down and we looked at it we worked out a healing process for it and it was basically enjoy as much of both as possible but be aware that they are both overriding. It got to the point where it was overriding and everything that I did I needed the pain to have the pleasure of anything, it was no longer just a sexual activity. So what we did was that we sat down and we came up with a healing thing where I basically went through hell for about a 28 day period of escalating and escalating and then finally it got to the point where I just collapsed, just totally collapsed and that’s when the healing could start. It had to be burnt out of my system and now I understand both emotions and both feelings and yeah, I enjoy a bit of pain with my pleasure.

Russ: well you sound much more saner now.

Bunny: hey I was going batty at that point.

Russ: oh yeah.

Bunny: when I sent the holo, I was getting to the point where I was going without sleep to satisfy the urges.

Russ: yeah it was bad.

Skip: sounds like she became an empath, I mean from a human weakness from the other people.

Bunny: well that’s part of the process of the healing was doing that.

Skip: sound like you became an empath.

Bunny: well I am empathic, I feel the emotions so that I can heal, it is part of the healing side of me. The probing side is something that is…..yeah?

Skip: what a combination.

Bunny: yeah it is, it is.

Russ: we have a saying down here that, "whatever doesn’t kill you makes you stronger".

Bunny: it almost did kill me.

Skip: sounds like it.

Bunny: I mean it was overkill and basically for the last five days I went without sleep satisfying those urges. I needed the pain to get the pleasure and as soon as the pleasure was reached it faded away and I needed the pain again.

Russ: well you sound like you’ve actually grown quite a bit. I mean you speak more in the way like Kiri or somebody as far as your maturity has kind of gotten way up there from when we first talked.

Bunny: oh you want to bet?

Russ: oh it just sounds like it.

Bunny: it’s just that when I go back, I’ve got a whole load of exams to do and I have had my urges satisfied for the afternoon so I'm going to pick my books back up and sit in the bamboo and read for a while and then once my urges warm back up and then I’ll deal with those urges but at the moment I’ve got to do some studying on…..what am I studying? Studying something.

Russ: circulatory system…..

Bunny: no, no, no. It’s actually something that is a little convoluted. It’s to do with practices of a…..it’s a religious order thingy and their healing practices.

Russ: ahh, now your great-grandfather so on and so on and so on…

Bunny: uncle.

Russ: uncle sorry, was discussing the probing process…..

Bunny: yes I know and that in itself is pretty basic and simple but part of the probing thing is and I don’t like the phrase, “that I am the anvil.” And what is an anvil? Oh it’s one of those, okay.

(everyone starts the snicker)

Skip: love that.

Russ: okay well we’re….

Bunny: so who’s the guy with the leather apron and the mallet thingy?

Russ: the what?

Skip: oh Thor.

Russ: oh.

Bunny: no, totally lost.

Skip: or a blacksmith.

Bunny: it was the picture that I got was of this person that needed…..this big, muscular guy that needed to take a bath pounding and sparks flying with this mallet thingy……

Skip: that's Thor.

Russ: no that’s a blacksmith.

Bunny: on an anvil. Okay who thought of that? It was floating around.

Russ: wasn’t me, all I had was the anvil…….

Laura: uh-uh.

Russ: I didn’t put any sparks down.

(Skip laughs)

Skip: I’m sorry darling.

Bunny: that’s all right, I mean with all these thoughts floating around, it does get a little confusing the fact that I am in probe mode which is part of a demonstration that I’m about to do.

Skip: oh, go ahead.

Bunny: victim, let me see…..

Russ: I’m wide open tonight.

Bunny: hold on one second. Oh really Russ, so you don’t think we would double-team you huh?

Russ: well……..that’s from an earlier thought.

Bunny: it’s floating.

Russ: it’s floating.

Bunny: it's thinking, it’s working. Okay, so how do you fix that problem?

Russ: I don’t know but the question I had was waveforms, you see them in the air or in our brain?

Bunny: well how do you fix that problem of trying to recognize which ones and where they are?

Russ: I don’t know, I haven’t found that one out it.

Bunny: maybe I should be a little bit more clearer on what I say, I thought you would know what I meant. Obviously being a male of your species means that your intelligence level is lower.

(everyone but Russ starts laughing)

Russ: something about familiarity.

Bunny: actually that’s part of the demonstration, what I’ve basically done is totally destroyed his shields by attacking his self-confidence. I can get what I want now. You see I am the mallet.

Russ: uh-huh, (sighs)

Bunny: okay...